博客

就在这样一天，我发现博客可以挣钱，于是诉之老公，兴奋的他开始忙碌，每天勤于光顾我的网页，随其而来的是接连不断的关于点击率的诸多问题。很无语，用近日常听到的一个英语句子来形容更为贴切：“U r freaking me out.”感情有点受伤吧，也许他多花些时间来看看那些网页的内容，会好些。
博客这个东西，我弄了快十年了，虽然不是一直在一个地方，“打一枪，换一地儿”这种事情也做了三两回，MSN不弄space时整个删除的事也做过，确仿若是生活中不可或缺的一个部分，似日记，又不像日记那么隐秘，姑且称为“公开的日记”吧。这个东西，是午后，阳光一米米地射入窗内，斜照在键盘上，噼噼啪啪的记录；是树林里，小河边，静谧的抒情；是躺在床上，两眼微闭，半梦半醒之间的有感而发；……不是单纯的业余爱好，比业余爱好要多些，可又不是什么正儿八经的职业，比职业要少；有盈利自然好，可没有盈利也不觉得有损失，因为有也好，无也罢，只是想把自己想的、知道的、了解到的和认识不认识的看官分享下罢了，希望他、她、它读了有所获～
这是一件人世间再自然不过的事情，兴许也是人世间最无压力的，于我，多半是种享受，所以不想被那些(不能说是毫无意义的)数字搅兴，正如小昕他日所言，就想纯粹一点，纯粹是种境界。

I married myself to...

So, this day something happened. My husband and my dad were discussing things about the weather caused by the Northern or Southern Hemisphere. Then, my dad said China belonged to the southern hemisphere, since Germany belongs to the other. Suddenly, at this moment, I was shocked. Here came two questions into my mind: is my dad really too old to be so confused or is he playing some tricks about my husband, whom he apparently doesn't know so well. And since I am already married to this man, he, my dearest dad, decides to get to know this man, and therefore sets him up. So, then, I went back to the scene I got married some months ago. Things were happening so reluctantly, well, people who doesn't know the history would definitely not notice all of these. But the feeling just planted so deep in my heart. It should have been an exciting moment, happy, unforgettable. But the fact is to me something else. The whole atmosphere was somewhat sorrowful and helpless. It's just not like the scene in every romantic movie that father gives his daughter out, instead, it's more like I gave myself out and my parents had no idea how to deal with the situation. And now that things had happened, they decided to know this man their daughter marries to. Well, compared with the movies, it's more like meeting-the-parents scene. I wish everything goes on well. After all, I'm also a helpless one, who escapes from this truth for a long long time.